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tumblr.

as everyone like doesnt use blogger anymore,
this is a good place to write stuff (:

so atm ,
im really happy,
my best friends are loved up
+ happy,

i know this pretty amazing yr 13 (:
+ if you know him ,
your privileged,
lovely is a understatement,
+ im so thankful to him right now (;
he doesnt realise,!

well this is only short,
because of h.w ,
so peaceee <3

quack.

actually cant wait until tomorrow !
then spending hours with the old school best friends <3

it's going to be immense!!

-bead fight + cake making !,

actually cant wait,

this week is going to be crazy ,

jammin' in lots of trips out with the spazzes, + sleepoverss (: <3

this space is for simone eubanks.

because she is amazing ,

and tonight made my day,

by skype-ing her +

making her see my hat collection

+ dentist song ,

+ I LOVE HER TO BITZZ <3

+ care (:

so yeah ,

good mood.

apart from i cant meet up with quaky :S,

family before friends (;

but i still love him lots <3

+ i actually love my 'brother'

i wish he was born in my family ,

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he's amazing !

anyways,

im boring you all ,

peaceee!!

dwi'n caru ti <3>

xxxxxx

the last 5 days have been spent in
sunny ,
hot ,
magical ,
minehead,

seeing my uncle after 8 years ,

-part from the funeral :/

+ my gorgggggg cousin,

<3

ah tonight has been fun ,

talking to the amazing harriet gold (:

long time friend ,

our bead fight ,

tiara + feather bowa ,

'what did you learn at school today'

all our memories :D

what a lovely chat im having ,,

-i love these losers ,

that i happen to call my best matess,

i havnt known them too long ,

but it feels like a life timee D:

+ boy are they crazy ,

humilliate me ,

get some loser of a boys planner and give it to siblings ,

but i want to say thanks ,

+ i love you lots + lots + lots + lots <3

must go ,

bathhhhhhh :D

adios losers ,

dwi'n caru ti <3>

good friday.

i've got an apology,
for hacking into freddie's formspring.

but i did pixie lott the background <3

-so yeah im sorry.

i've actually had one of the best days for a while ,

church XD

well actually i was just being entertained ,

because my friend know the most A-MAZEEEE card tricks,

and he showed me a few,

niftyy.

thenn ,

i hanged out with my dear retard ,

+ played truths + had accountability , (:

it's immense ,

+ finding really cute baby photo's <3

awww.

-anywaysss,

im sure your bored about my day ,

because to you losers,

just dont understand me.

so it's now the sweet, sweet holidays :')

going away :/

- need a chat with someone about that..

+ meeting up with the spazzesss :D

two weeks hopefully without snow ,

but instead coverd in heat + sunshineeeee (:

happy good friday to you all :')

dwi'n caru ti <3

one of them days

dudeeee D;
tomorrow we break up for 2 weekss !!
excited?
sad?
all emotions in onee (:
butt i wish we didnt have a full day.,

-no acid for her xDDD

i found this + liked it.;
15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell soemone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

^ makes you think 'eyy ,,

well recently ,

i have enjoyed some quotes,

facebook names ,

so im gonna share one ,

because i've nothing else to do ,,

You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life.

- Winston Churchill

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righttt,

im going to give you my 20 things that im happy about right now.

dont laugh,

1. dean (: - my older brother.

2. hugs

3. youth

4. family

5. ipod.

6. friendssss <33

7. summer

8. long chats

9. my cats

10. my immense cake making

11. acid ?

12. tomorrow

13. half term

14. year 10

15. you <3

16. form

17. pathetic girl

18. phone convos

19. mollie (:

20. strangers

xD sorry im randomm ,

butt i am too bust to write anymoree,

dwi'n cara tu <3

o u c h.

they are over.
+ im heart broken.
thanks to the kerrang! website :'(
-but thankss to people ,
i will survive ! ,
+ atleast i got to see them live :/



every told you how much i

HATE.

and i mean HATE LIARS.

well i hope you find this ,

+ to thinkk...

:@ ahh forget it ,

:( KMN.plz?

i hate formspring.

+ considering of deleting it.

anyways,

the weather is grey,

you haven't spoken to me.

+ the day doesnt look brighter.

well apart from the fact i love glee.

tonights :')

awwww.

in need of a very big chat +

a hug <3

dwi'n cara ti.

<3>

dedicated to you.

if god didnt want us to be friends ,

we wouldnt of made up that many times ,

^ my motto at the moment in time.

i have my baby back.

all in one piece.

people dont realize how much i love him.

yess... i have my laptop back ,

with a non-ruined lead :')

today.

i realized that.

in so little time ,

you can meet someone that makes you feel amazing..

spazzy, happy, yourself,

+ i love them for that.

dancing in the rain.

pretending to be a dinosaur.

singing + getting facebook raped.

this week.

we made up.

ahhh, wait for it ,

it's different he is back.

' he took the midnight train going back to reality'

^ yess. i changed it :')

anyways ,

im talking ,

cleaning ,

+ cuddling at the safe time..

I LOVE YOU<3

^ you know who you are ,

adiossss.

dwi'n cara ti <3

i'm with the team.

bloggers seem happy :D
YAY.
i agree with them ,

loved lunch with my spazz.
good chats with the dudee.
nice time in music :')
pahahahaha ,

im hyper
+ cbb to write no more ,

love is in the air ,
+ smiles all roundd..


dwi'n caru ti♥

Waless.

dwi'n caru ti<3
yess folks,
this chick is in wales,
rainy ,
cold,
wales.
but boy do i lovethis place :')
+ the shops are amazinggg.
paperchase, apple shop , :')
and the coolest people ever :'D

anywayss.
people's weeks hasnt een the best,
so it seems :/
but the weather has been noiceeeeeee.
:') a few days of mr. sunshine + happiness

'amazinng.

ahh ,
i actually dont know what i am doing with myself ,
hyper + wild child one minuet ,
and the next...
the completee opposite.

anyways ,
friday - back to hospital ,
i didnt have to have a blood test :')
i was over the moon ,
instead they are going to take it during the opp :'
happinessss.

ahh ,
i have to go ,
but no doubt i'll blog again ,
it seems like i have all the time in the world ,

dwi'n caru ti <3
peaceeeeeeeeeeeee. xo

this silly page is my favourite place - playradioplay!

Im a happy child ,
well , for now ,
thanks to these people ,
who i haven't known long ,
but i regret that i didn't meet them earlier ,

i have hospital friday ,
+ Im so scared ,
i was having a argument with my nan about blood tests.
and how much doctors hate me ,
because I'm a injury pro little child.
who never wants to grow up ,
well ,
Im just not ready at the moment ,
----
i dont want to miss school ,
not now i've met this spazzzz (:
i hope she reads this <3

i sanded my finger today :(
thanks to a d.t lesson ,
with too cool guyss ,
but there convosation.
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
holes + sticks...
need i say more?

corr my mood has changed.
ALREADY
in a hour + a halff ! ,
ahhhhhh :/


but im a positive 'scene' kid ,
who doesnt care what people say ,

^ atleast , that is what she sayss :/


my cats :'(
chewed my mac lead.
so i cant charge it
+ it is dying :'((
im extreemly depressed ,
my mac is my baby !!


anyway ,
i need to go :/
i have r.e +
sorting out to do ,


peaaceee + lovessss.
your mum's pirate <3
xxxx

i never should of told you that i fell in love.

ouch.
that hurt.

ripping there heart out would of been less painful ,

getting involved ,

it's not fair.

+ your not the person saying ,

'it'll be ok' at the end of the day ,

so leave him alone.

i thought not having you as a friend would be easy ,

knowing that the act could stop

but ,

i cant get over it ,

it was too much of a big thing to do ,

and as normal ,

i screwed it up.

it's pointless ,

+ should never of happend ,

+ i regret ever bit of it.

- but your over it ,

so im gonna have to move along.

--------------------------

last week.

was ok ,

i went to camden on saturday ,

+ got freaked out by some heavy heavy goths ,

but otherwise ,

i love that place ,

it is so different + out of this world (:

how damn depresiing + bitchy are people today.

it's sad :(

we need some sunshineeeee :D

well the weather is getting warmer ,

the suns coming out ,

+ love is in the air. <3

*i like you.*

anywayssss.

i need some icee

to stop my knee from expanding again ,

adiosss,

loveessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss<3

i love hugs + advice

yes if you read this ,
then thank you (:
your amazingggg !!

today was this enterprise day thing ,

we came 3rd xD

we're so cool , aren't we :')

i dont want to write much ,

becuase im thinking too much ,

i heart you ,

i will blog another time ,

heartsssssss <3

mmmmmmmmm............

hello beautiful. <3

your really pretty ya'knoo,

iim in a love people mood.

well,

most people xD

recently,

i have been let down,

forgotten,

replaced.

but you know what?

i want to say thank you to the people who have done that,

because you have only made me stronger,

and realised , you were never worth it.

better to let go now ,

than to keep an on-going pain.

♥

i'd really like a phonecall (:

+ a long chatt.

☎

anywayss,

my week;

it's been alright ,

thanks to some cool people (:

watching the jazz dance show xD :D

breaking up a fist fight. :|

grandad having a ca rcrash,

and getting closer to the opp.

-.-

-----------x-----

now i need to brace myself,

for my sister's friend comming over :|

'yayyyyy :|'

i heart you <3

adiosss loserss + loversss

xxxxxx

Meet me on Thames Street
I'll take you out
Though I'm hardly worth your time
In the cold, you look so fierce
But I'm warming up
Because the tension's like a fire
We'll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I'll drop a line
Fall in the grave I've been digging myself
But there's room for two
Six feet under the stars

-all time low <3

i could kill for a hug right now.

ever feel like it's you vs the world?

and everyone is out to beat you up?

welcome to my world (:

i really need one of those chats, the one that you don't want to end & that you end it after hours with that person holding you & saying

''everything is gonna be alright.''

this week is going so weird.

everything is racing 100-mph forward.

& i don't know when the breaks are going to get pushed.

i hate arguments.

& i dont understand why they do.

it just makes people upset + hurts them.

so leave them alone,

they are cool people ,

& tbh it's stupid ,

your both as bad as eachother ,

and i think you should leave him alone.

p.s- i heart you to bitz <3

rawrrrrrrr.

rebekahhrockett :')

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

'i'm gonna drag you thru this kicking & screaming ,

we break up , you break down , i'm gonna drag

you through this kicking and screaming'

ahhh i do love this girl ox

right now ,
im in bed ,
( no geeks , not like that :P)

with such an amazing girl,

she is a total retard ,

but boyy do i love her <3

& her sexy. sexy. cat :D

yum yum yum :P

we have had such an amazing nightt :D

-chav + emo

-popcorn war

-moviess

-chatsss

+ overall retarded timessss (:

-----------------------------------------oxo---

im going to have a opp then 4 weeks off school ,

+ according to

dan-lockstone

im 'lucky'

this stupid doctor , even tho the mri scan shows a big tear , doesnt think that is the problem ,

and doesnt want to take it out because it will cause

authoritus <- i cant spell , but you know what i meen ,

by the age of 20 ! D;

so he will repair it if that is the problem ,

or he will find out what the problem is :/

-what great news 'eyyy??

it's halff termmm :'D

-relaxation

-friends

+ my youth group :)

+ so that you know ,

pixie lott -.-

doesnt date spikey haired hamsters :D

peace, love , + joy to the world (:

have a good week ,

lovesssssssss <3>

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

it's officially half term ;]

yes that is right people ,

half term is here !!!

lay-insss ,

+ going awayyy :]

today was quite good ,

much to my suprisee D;

a focus dayy ,

which scared me a bit .

that drama man it nuts.

tomorrow is going to be fun?

going out on a family outing?

then having hundreds of children bundle me?

then hours of LOST!

well ,

it will be ok i guess :)

let's get two things straight.

a. i dont force people.

b. im right he is wrong.

c. it's A ROCKET TO THE MOON.

ever felt like your being watched?

because thats what it feels like .....

-.- it's my kitty :D

he's been asleep for hourss ,

+ is giving me a lovely cuddle ,

well ,

thats all i have time for peoples ,

i have a life unlike somee ,

adiosssssss <3

my loveyssssssss xxxxx

'You puzzle like a jigsaw
You love me now
We don't fit together
I used up my last straw
I thought I would drink you forever
Now you're my last call
(Now you're my last call)

Now you're free
To be the lonely
Life of the party
Girl you'll see
Let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me'

life of the party.

a rocket to the moon <3

A Rocket To The Moon :]

'CORRRRRRRRRRR...

how fit are they?.

yes ladies + jelly babies ,

-a rocket to the moon ,

i love them.

i can't believe people have not heard of them D;

becausee they are so amazing :)

anyways ,

today was the last proper day or school ;]

so from friday onwardss,

it's a relaxingg week off school ,

yummm.

but tomorrow...

D; focus day.

a sad day.

+ they will talk about things that upset me.

but mrs doesnt get itt.

i dont get it ://

anyways ,

im going to have to make this short ,

sweet dreams my LA -ex.

lovesssss <3>

Don't wait 'cuz you'll just waste your time.
You never listen to anything I have to say.
'Cuz now I'm believing the things that I'm lying about tonight babe.
'Cuz in a heartbeat we change so fast
And now the stars are aligning and the moon is setting
And I will be the best damn constellation that is in your sky tonight.

- cops + robbers.

a rocket to the moon :D

i do love my friends :]

ahh i love my retards.
+ i cant wait for tomorrow ,

thanks to illness i havnt been in school ,

but tomorrow :]

i hope it will be ok ,

it should be a good week ,

+ seeing how happy some of them are ,

ahh i cant wait ,

+ what more ,,

NO SWIMMING THIS WEEK ,

NO SCHOOL FRIDAY ,

FOCUS DAY THURSDAY,

MAYA's BIRTHDAY

+ my DAD's BIRTHDAY

it's all good.

for now :D,

tonight has been one of those nights ,

you dont know whether to cry ,

laugh , scream , sing , dance ,

or lie on the floor and day dream ,

it has been nice tho :]

anyways,,

valentines day is coming up

+ im not ready for it ,

instead , a afternoon with the youthh ;]

makes it all better

for the people who actually read my blog ,

+ who know me ,

i have torn my cartalidge ,

+ my knee is a balloon.

not impressed.

but next monday ,

im back to hospital.

'yipeee,, wahoooo' :|

to see if i need a opp

anyways,

i could blog longer ,

but im itching to read my book ;]

it is so amazing.

lovessssss.

have a good week ya''lll ,,,

xxx

'Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
All the thoughts in my head, instead of going under.'

sum 41- in too deep

+ i do care about you :]