mmmmmmmmm............

hello beautiful. <3

your really pretty ya'knoo,

iim in a love people mood.

well,

most people xD

recently,

i have been let down,

forgotten,

replaced.

but you know what?

i want to say thank you to the people who have done that,

because you have only made me stronger,

and realised , you were never worth it.

better to let go now ,

than to keep an on-going pain.

♥

i'd really like a phonecall (:

+ a long chatt.

☎

anywayss,

my week;

it's been alright ,

thanks to some cool people (:

watching the jazz dance show xD :D

breaking up a fist fight. :|

grandad having a ca rcrash,

and getting closer to the opp.

-.-

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now i need to brace myself,

for my sister's friend comming over :|

'yayyyyy :|'

i heart you <3

adiosss loserss + loversss

xxxxxx

Meet me on Thames Street
I'll take you out
Though I'm hardly worth your time
In the cold, you look so fierce
But I'm warming up
Because the tension's like a fire
We'll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I'll drop a line
Fall in the grave I've been digging myself
But there's room for two
Six feet under the stars

-all time low <3

i could kill for a hug right now.

ever feel like it's you vs the world?

and everyone is out to beat you up?

welcome to my world (:

i really need one of those chats, the one that you don't want to end & that you end it after hours with that person holding you & saying

''everything is gonna be alright.''

this week is going so weird.

everything is racing 100-mph forward.

& i don't know when the breaks are going to get pushed.

i hate arguments.

& i dont understand why they do.

it just makes people upset + hurts them.

so leave them alone,

they are cool people ,

& tbh it's stupid ,

your both as bad as eachother ,

and i think you should leave him alone.

p.s- i heart you to bitz <3

rawrrrrrrr.

rebekahhrockett :')

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

'i'm gonna drag you thru this kicking & screaming ,

we break up , you break down , i'm gonna drag

you through this kicking and screaming'

ahhh i do love this girl ox

right now ,
im in bed ,
( no geeks , not like that :P)

with such an amazing girl,

she is a total retard ,

but boyy do i love her <3

& her sexy. sexy. cat :D

yum yum yum :P

we have had such an amazing nightt :D

-chav + emo

-popcorn war

-moviess

-chatsss

+ overall retarded timessss (:

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im going to have a opp then 4 weeks off school ,

+ according to

dan-lockstone

im 'lucky'

this stupid doctor , even tho the mri scan shows a big tear , doesnt think that is the problem ,

and doesnt want to take it out because it will cause

authoritus <- i cant spell , but you know what i meen ,

by the age of 20 ! D;

so he will repair it if that is the problem ,

or he will find out what the problem is :/

-what great news 'eyyy??

it's halff termmm :'D

-relaxation

-friends

+ my youth group :)

+ so that you know ,

pixie lott -.-

doesnt date spikey haired hamsters :D

peace, love , + joy to the world (:

have a good week ,

lovesssssssss <3>

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

it's officially half term ;]

yes that is right people ,

half term is here !!!

lay-insss ,

+ going awayyy :]

today was quite good ,

much to my suprisee D;

a focus dayy ,

which scared me a bit .

that drama man it nuts.

tomorrow is going to be fun?

going out on a family outing?

then having hundreds of children bundle me?

then hours of LOST!

well ,

it will be ok i guess :)

let's get two things straight.

a. i dont force people.

b. im right he is wrong.

c. it's A ROCKET TO THE MOON.

ever felt like your being watched?

because thats what it feels like .....

-.- it's my kitty :D

he's been asleep for hourss ,

+ is giving me a lovely cuddle ,

well ,

thats all i have time for peoples ,

i have a life unlike somee ,

adiosssssss <3

my loveyssssssss xxxxx

'You puzzle like a jigsaw
You love me now
We don't fit together
I used up my last straw
I thought I would drink you forever
Now you're my last call
(Now you're my last call)

Now you're free
To be the lonely
Life of the party
Girl you'll see
Let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me'

life of the party.

a rocket to the moon <3

A Rocket To The Moon :]

'CORRRRRRRRRRR...

how fit are they?.

yes ladies + jelly babies ,

-a rocket to the moon ,

i love them.

i can't believe people have not heard of them D;

becausee they are so amazing :)

anyways ,

today was the last proper day or school ;]

so from friday onwardss,

it's a relaxingg week off school ,

yummm.

but tomorrow...

D; focus day.

a sad day.

+ they will talk about things that upset me.

but mrs doesnt get itt.

i dont get it ://

anyways ,

im going to have to make this short ,

sweet dreams my LA -ex.

lovesssss <3>

Don't wait 'cuz you'll just waste your time.
You never listen to anything I have to say.
'Cuz now I'm believing the things that I'm lying about tonight babe.
'Cuz in a heartbeat we change so fast
And now the stars are aligning and the moon is setting
And I will be the best damn constellation that is in your sky tonight.

- cops + robbers.

a rocket to the moon :D

i do love my friends :]

ahh i love my retards.
+ i cant wait for tomorrow ,

thanks to illness i havnt been in school ,

but tomorrow :]

i hope it will be ok ,

it should be a good week ,

+ seeing how happy some of them are ,

ahh i cant wait ,

+ what more ,,

NO SWIMMING THIS WEEK ,

NO SCHOOL FRIDAY ,

FOCUS DAY THURSDAY,

MAYA's BIRTHDAY

+ my DAD's BIRTHDAY

it's all good.

for now :D,

tonight has been one of those nights ,

you dont know whether to cry ,

laugh , scream , sing , dance ,

or lie on the floor and day dream ,

it has been nice tho :]

anyways,,

valentines day is coming up

+ im not ready for it ,

instead , a afternoon with the youthh ;]

makes it all better

for the people who actually read my blog ,

+ who know me ,

i have torn my cartalidge ,

+ my knee is a balloon.

not impressed.

but next monday ,

im back to hospital.

'yipeee,, wahoooo' :|

to see if i need a opp

anyways,

i could blog longer ,

but im itching to read my book ;]

it is so amazing.

lovessssss.

have a good week ya''lll ,,,

xxx

'Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
All the thoughts in my head, instead of going under.'

sum 41- in too deep

+ i do care about you :]

people , im dead.

your talk is cheep ,

+ im dead.
sorry guys but it doesnt really matter anyways.
im buried in lies.
+ misbelief.

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james is cool (:

yes ,
the beginning of this blog is about
my friend james :]
for those of you who dont know him ,

a. where have you been?
b. your missing out

he's really cool
+ should smile more ,
but i wanted to show him that people DO care about him
+ he's amazing :]


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anyways ,

im ill.
dont you love a good old temperature :|
i need to get better.

im so green with envy ,

the fact that so many of my friends ,

are going to see ATL.

im not amused

+ expect a phone call during a song :D ,,

anyways i need to go ,

lovessssssss <3

xxxxxxxxxxx

..sad people :(

awww,

im not happy ,
reading two of my friends blogs ,
...james...dan...
at 00:06,
with school in the morning.
NOT a good combonation :(

i hate when people are sad ,
i think i have a issue or something ,
but it doesnt work when im sad ,
i just get more sad.

where is the sun?
i meen ,
the weather affects peoples moods so much.

for today example ,
a slow , boring , sad day ,
like the weather ,,

well my umbrella is up +
the sun glasses are on ,
because;
'sunshine is comming to town,
sunshine is comming to town,
sa-ha-hun-shine's comming to townnnn ,'

well at least i hope ^

science is failed,
but who cares ,
not everone is a ,
'buckley nerd!'

i have just finished *my* cough cough.
r.e homework ,
+ the video i need for tomorrow afternoon ,

I MISS MATHSS !!! :D

i am so happy about that ,

anyways ,
im like a mummy ,
walking + typing in my sleep ,

blog soon ,

lovesssss
your agony aunt ;]

-always here for a chat <3 -
xxxxx